A playlist for when you want escape your hometown ♡

A playlist ♡ ~
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  • *Spotify link:* open.spotify.com/playlist/2llaVDIy5texiyxPFKuvlo?si=yLvPSjIKTX2wraLJHRQWjQ *Apple link:* music.apple.com/ie/playlist/4u/pl.u-e9yjhzMq1Z7q ➢ How to skip ads in the description :) ➢ Other playlists I like with this vibe: open.spotify.com/playlist/3UxzpIXWXf7vJ33hX4HJPh?si=5pePvMIwSa6Iy2UQq-uOYQ - *i fucking hate this timeline* open.spotify.com/playlist/7l2HJGFntAjA8y7o1f3uHP?si=dfJuPnJvSw2Gm13dgpR5xQ - *im running away* open.spotify.com/playlist/7Cf7XXUU8uiq5d1VRsGYXG?si=SByrb24jTjyXuCQ9AU008Q - *this town sucks* Sorry this isn't the best 😳 I had a hard time finding songs and this took me like a month to make 😭

    melontartsmelontartsPred mesiacom
    • @Dahlia .S Yesss it would be so great!! Me and my anxiety are so thankful about every playlist in this acc TwT

      Beatriz GaeteBeatriz GaetePred 6 dňami
    • its great

      Ayaat s.Ayaat s.Pred 14 dňami
    • i dont rember feeling like i belonged. I only rmeebr feeling like i am a stranger to this entire planet, even with people i have known since lementray school.

      ParkerParkerPred 23 dňami
    • i love your playlists no matter what

      Lauren O'NeillLauren O'NeillPred 26 dňami
    • It is perfect! Thank you for making this for us. We appreciate it :) I hope you have a Spooktacular day 🎃👻🦇

      Ashley SciutoAshley SciutoPred 28 dňami
  • when i become older. i just have to wait a little bit, til im 20.. or 22. ill leave home with my things. ill go to college. ill do what i want. i wont have to be with her anymore. then ill come back. and leave completely.

    Jia *Jia *Pred 36 minútami
  • if anyone needs a friend or a brother im here for you. talk to me please. i know each and everyone of us needs someone and i want to be that someone.

    thebrokenboi 69thebrokenboi 69Pred 2 hodinami
  • I feel awful thinking about it right now Leaving my family I mean They've only ever been amazing to me, so, so amazing But I've developed a hatred for their love Almost as if it's fake But it's not All I can think about Is going out for the first time without a mask when quarantine ends And finally making real friends who don't live across the country from me Friends who I didn't have to leave and slowly stop talking to And I want to run away with them I want to save up all my money for a nice long trip with no destination A new life waiting for us at the end I know it seems foolish But that's the only future I can accept for myself Never seeing the people I used to know again Finding love Finding happiness And finding myself. ~A kid who's homesick for a place they've never been

    Toasty ToastToasty ToastPred 3 hodinami
  • "4:51" Yea i've been getting paid with *p p a l c a s h . x y z* i'm making over $2752 a week with them! εναι ένα εργείο ερσας για όλ

    greenlightapartgreenlightapartPred 4 hodinami

    Ella ChandlerElla ChandlerPred 4 hodinami
  • i love these comments wow

    Ella ChandlerElla ChandlerPred 4 hodinami
  • I just wanna live in ny

    Daniel FerreiraDaniel FerreiraPred 5 hodinami
  • I came here randomly, was a random suggestion by youtube. the first words you spoke, spoke to me. I cant comment or compliment on the rest of the video right now because I'm commenting but I feel so much better about the current breakup im going threw...... thank you

    Stephanie MeeksStephanie MeeksPred 7 hodinami
  • I'm coming here sad , because I didn't past for my dream school and now I went to a school that I didn't appreciate and then I begged my mother to transfer me . So she transferred me to my sister's school my sister told me that in her school children dreamed of coming to my school but I didn't listen. I am going to my sister's school and now as months pass by , when my mom asks me how was school I don't talk about my new school I only talk about my old school about my friends and how nice it was with my friends in the bus . And then I just stop talking to my mom and went in my bedroom and cried as I was thinking about how I left a school that actually was really nice and how all my friends were like family 😭😭. But in my new school I can get scholarships to high stakes schools only if u do really good in everything....so hopefully I will try my hardest to get one .... I hope I'm not sounding ungrateful or anything. Tell me what I should do in the comments below 😪

    lactose-intolerant barbielactose-intolerant barbiePred 7 hodinami
  • I´ve always planned to disappear for a couple of days and then just surprise my family with a picture of me in some part of the world faaaar faaaaaaar away, like Russia or China something like that, really excites me. Also I plan to take a car ride all through America, form north to south, I promise I will someday

    Omar AlfaroOmar AlfaroPred 7 hodinami
  • why you gotta make me cry while i'm at work, dude? whyyy

    Hannah Rose de LeonHannah Rose de LeonPred 7 hodinami
  • im running away in two years, maybe one, I cant stay in this gaslighting home anymore, I hate it here, I want to stay where I feel safe

    Ace DrawsAce DrawsPred 8 hodinami
  • I feel like me commenting this could really be therapeutic, so I’m going to do it. Please don’t judge me. I’m a young teenager in a very small town. Most people dream of living small towns, going to highschool and living their very own version of a “coming of age” movie or something like that. Not here. It’s not the worst town to live in, and I’m aware of that, but most of my school, town, neighbors, Everyone, is homophobic, racist, sexist, etc etc. I’m just the quiet kid in school barely getting by. Ever since quarantine started, My mental health has gotten so much worse. Last year I had started seventh grade along with my two best friends and we had an awesome friend group. We are the quiet/ mutual kids so we don’t get invited to stuff like parties, but that’s not the life for us. We’d rather stay after school and go to the shake shop and just hang out for hours. A new boy arrived in town about the middle of last year. He was tall, quiet, and very charming. Almost every girl had a crush on him. He started talking to me, which made me feel really special being the quiet kid, and he fit in great with the rest of our friend group. Then quarantine hit. I remember saying goodbye to all my friends on the last day of school. I thought things would be normal by this year, but they aren’t. Over the summer I learned that I was pansexual. Fine, except I absolutely have to stay closeted because everybody in this town is homophobic - including me. I’m homophobic of myself. I deeply hate myself for being like this, but there is nothing I can do about it and I just pray to whoever is up there to not let people know until I move out of this town, and I can’t wait until it happens. Last year, three girls were beaten up just for being Lesbian and I can’t handle that. I dream of one day leaving this place and starting my dream career of being a musician or a doctor. It’s a long shot, but I just hope that one day I can leave this place. If you read all of this, you probably relate and in that case, I’m sorry that you have to go through all of this. Just please, please stay alive...for me ❤️

    New AccountNew AccountPred 8 hodinami
  • since they all said what they had to say in English. I think it's time to say it in Spanish: PRECISA

  • Low key I’m perfect Grades Daughter Manner Knows when to speak when to not All the teachers a literally adore And all my cousins and younger brother looks up to me But i want to be reckless for once and just take off in my skate board to New York And curse just for the fun of it Write a book Make friends with strangers Go on a subway (for once) Make real friends Then become a lawyer by the time I’m 21 living life in LA with my parents having the time of my life Maybe one day..... Then ill finally said I made it big

    Haneen AlatiyatHaneen AlatiyatPred 9 hodinami
  • i love your playlists so much melon, tysm

    surayasurayaPred 11 hodinami
  • Imagine myself running away made me cry- anyone else?

    Ke KyyKe KyyPred 11 hodinami
  • I didn't have a scape plan it was/is more like a rescue plan for someone. My plan was get a job in her country, earn some money to buy a flat to us. To live together. It is so "cursi" but at the same time this is my happy place and I didn't notice before. I really feel so regreted for what I have done but it was also breaking me. Every day is more difficult and now I don't now what to do with me I can't just leave her bc I will never forgive me if she feel alone. Like if she doesn't have someone to talk about her problems?

    Anita RissettiAnita RissettiPred 12 hodinami
  • I wanted to run away to Netherlands w my friends so bad. We had a plan - how to get a job, we picked out a college, how to find an apartment and we even planned to get a lot of dogs. But I found a boyfriend this summer. He don’t want to come because of his career. And now I feel really shitty. I love him but I also love my friends. I still want to run away to a different country but I don’t want to leave him. I think I won’t survive another heartbreak and I don’t think I will find a guy like this ever again. But also i don’t want to give up on an opportunity of studying abroad. I don’t know what to do and now I’m just crying and listening to this playlist.

    nina Triskovanina TriskovaPred 12 hodinami
  • well, I will need a playlist for when I wanna return to my hometown cause I discover that life could be painful in big cities

    SitzpinklerSitzpinklerPred 13 hodinami
  • I was recommended this for a reason, it's a sign

    Zoë HarneyZoë HarneyPred 13 hodinami
  • I will escape this place. The world will know me. And I will know it.

    Marten JakobMarten JakobPred 14 hodinami
  • I want to be an aupair in a city in the north of Europe, with the money open a little cafeteria and live a happy life

    NataliaNataliaPred 16 hodinami
  • ¿el wey delos minutos? :c

    Jeisson Daniel Ramirez GonzalezJeisson Daniel Ramirez GonzalezPred 17 hodinami
  • I have not been able to find stable work in 5 years. I am making my career in more years than I should because I am an idiot. I want a soft job or at least not break my body, but I am only capable of doing money as a gardener, digging in the sun and pricking myself with all the thorns of all the plants. I feel like I parasite my mother because the only money I am able to contribute is thanks to a small scholarship and the little that I earn from the gardens. We had to move because of a fight with my dad. They robbed us and took my bike. I want to get out but I am useless.

    Marcelo FloresMarcelo FloresPred 18 hodinami
  • the most important lesson I learned this year: You only have yourself to love because deep down we all know that everyone else is too busy with one's self.

    ashashPred 19 hodinami
  • I'm so conflicted between running away with my girlfriend +friends and actually going to college and achieving my dreams. I want both, but I can't have both.

    JustRueJustRuePred 19 hodinami
  • I've decided to shift to a different reality where i runaway with all my favorite anime characters. i tried shifting today but it wasn't successful... but it's okay I know i'll get there. I'm so excited to meet them

    m0mo.mp4m0mo.mp4Pred 21 hodinou
  • I want to cry but somehow I can’t

    「pawpaupaw」「pawpaupaw」Pred 21 hodinou
  • Best play list ever

    Ann FedotovaAnn FedotovaPred 22 hodinami
  • wow. more than a million people really wants to escape their hometowns eh?

    Jade VillarJade VillarPred dňom
  • I hate it here, I want to run away, everything feels messed up, nobody here is a good person or even decent person, but it feels like nothing has happened to make me think this way because I can’t remember anything.

    Sek hkiSek hkiPred dňom
  • Does anyone know what genre of music this is? If you do, please reply and thank you so much (:

    Allan AvendanoAllan AvendanoPred dňom
  • Always wanted to escape. To Canada, but I just can't leave, not yet. Not until my parents' burdens are lifted.

    Sun is WetSun is WetPred dňom
  • Hello! I made a discord server for anyone who likes this kind of music and wants to talk to other people about basically anything :) Here’s the link: discord.gg/Bs9KRTwKhh

    christabel joychristabel joyPred dňom
  • hi I dought anyone is reading this but I do live a pretty good life but my struggles are I have ADHD and tend to appear rood unless you start to know me so I don't have many friends I also don't do well in school and my life goal and plan was to finish high school go to the army or air force and recently I stumbled upon the fact that the odds of me getting in with ADHD are slim to none and I don't know my back up plan and I just am stuck I still want military but I probably cant get in

    Connor WallweyConnor WallweyPred dňom
  • so ideally, i would like to travel to different parts of the world, go to japan, canada, russia, germany, brazil, korea, everywhere! and when im satisfied I will escape to the european countryside so I can live a peaceful cottage core life with my 2 cats, one black one white, yin yang stuff, and 3 dogs, a husky, golden retriever, and a corgi :D

    BlepBlepPred dňom
  • Just give me a couple years im gonna save enough money get a car and just runaway with my friends or my cousin we have talked abt doing this many times

    Ur WaifuUr WaifuPred dňom
  • man wheres the person w the time stamps of each song 😔

    may lolmay lolPred dňom
  • I actually almost ran away today it was 7:30 pm and I was sitting on the road and I looked down and said to myself "I'm tired of this" Tears were rolling down my face and I got up and starting running then I stopped looked down and realized that I didnt have my phone with me and my cat was at home so I was like "Not today" and walked back swiping my tears

    Cry BabyCry BabyPred dňom
  • I imagined myself starting the car and slowly backing out of my driveway at 2 am, while listening to this song I can't help but cry for what im leaving behind (siblings, grandparents, etc.) I blast the music and turn into my friends driveway asking her if she wanted to drive around. I eventually tell her about running away, but she doesn't support me and not support me so we get McDonalds and just ride around for as long as possible before I disappear completely. Finally I drop my friend back off at her place, I ride off into the distance and try to leave all my worries behind me. Goodbye hometown and state.

    Melon Gaming xoxoMelon Gaming xoxoPred dňom
  • this made me cry while i was imagining my escape bc i felt so free

    mystic mayhemmystic mayhemPred dňom
  • Odio este sentimiento llamado... No saber ingles avanzado :'(

    Johan Salaverry briceñoJohan Salaverry briceñoPred dňom
  • When I first read the title I though it said “songs to play when you runaway from your mom” ....help

    Inquisitormaster Jaz *Inquisitormaster Jaz *Pred dňom
  • this playlist hits different in quarintine

    I should be studyingI should be studyingPred dňom
  • I know this may not make sense but I just wanted to get this out there. I'm only 13, but I seem to have my whole life planned out for me. I need to be a successful neurosurgeon, and go to Harvard. I will live my whole life with a faithful husband and a few kids, but truthfully, that isn't what I want. Reading these make me scared, because some of your escape plans seem to be so beautiful, with you happy in them, and I know this is selfish, but I feel like I'll never get that. I don't want to become a surgeon, I don't want to give birth to any kids, and I don't want to live a picket-white fence sort of life. I want to explore the world, buy fairly small house, and drive around for days on end in a mini-van with my boyfriend/girlfriend. I want to have a cat, a frog, and a dog. And maybe I will become a neurosurgeon, but I don't want to be ground in one spot. I don't want to go to school until I'm 30 and worn out. I want to be lively all of my life. I've been feeling so tired recently just thinking about it. I want to go to a college or high school away from my parents and have a fresh start. And don't get me wrong, my parents are lovely (homophobic although they say they don't judge them), and my home is fine. I've never been bullied, but I need a change of scenery. And maybe I will fulfill my parents wishes for my profession, but I can PROMISE that I will not live my life quiet, and calm. I will become someone the world will know, and I will be happier. I will live in my small house with my lover and my animals, and I WILL stop being a burnt out gifted student. Maybe I'll even adopt (I'm still set on never birthing a child). But until then, I'll continue living this boring, repetitive life. I hope you can accomplish whatever you want to do in life, good luck! - Stranger 11/24/20

    Almond Milk ッAlmond Milk ッPred dňom
  • idle town by Conan gray makes me think of her.. we were best friends, and she had a crush on me, it was kinda sudden so I didn't how I felt (we're both bi btw) she made me happy because she was always telling me I look beautiful, and she helped me gain confidence... and I did the same to her one night we were FaceTiming and I decided to play some songs of my playlist, first heather and then idle town (I just like the songs, there were no meaning concerning the lyrics whatsoever) anyway, and we shared a few minutes of just staring at each other on the phone, I appreciated it a lot it was in October. (we fell in love in October shall I say) but recently, a few days ago, I decided to go see her after school (we are not in the same school) and it was the first time seeing each other after almost 3 months because of school and corona, it was kinda weird, because now we both knew we kinda have a crush on each other, but we didn't want to go too fast, and we just wanted to see how it will work between us. I drove her to her house (30-40 minutes ride), we listened to harry styles, then when I dropped her off, I didn't want her to go, and her neither. we talked for 15-20 minutes but I really had to go home, so she opened to door to leave and go home, we were kinda sad because, again, we didn't want to leave each other. and I told her "see you" and she stopped, and stared at me for like a minute. I didn't know what she was doing, she said something that I didn't hear so I told her "huh???" and she quickly came back in the car, to kiss me (only angel was playing) now, im writing this, because I messed up everything. after that kiss, I was so happy and she was too. but I didn't want to be in a relationship, idk it was too much for me, because I didn't really know how I felt, even though I was happy. these last days were harsh, because for some reason, I felt weird, like it was not a good idea to be with her. maybe I am just too afraid of other people (because we are both girls and I'm not out to everyone, her neither) anyway, I told her, because she noticed how weird I was, and now we're both really sad and I just hate myself, now we're literally not talking and she told me she needed time for helself (which I totally respect), I fucked up thanks for reading my story

    Anaïs HtAnaïs HtPred dňom
    • hey, my best advice is to apologize and let her know everything. she wouldn't want you hiding your feelings

      Evy SEvy SPred dňom
  • my great escape step 1 :Turn 18 step 2 : Run away

    Casadi Pastor DokkenCasadi Pastor DokkenPred dňom
  • if u want to go on random adventures, read classical books, listen to music and talk about how u can make this f hell a better place just text me cause i want to do the same things. don't forget that u are loved. i am ~deathofmasha~ on ig

    Maria CarpMaria CarpPred dňom
  • i don't want to leave my house forever, i just want to travel the world.

    NADIANADIAPred dňom
  • I was gonna escape to another country for university but then corona happened. imma cry

    s bs bPred dňom
  • Anybody ever feel like they just want to walk out the door at night and just disappear for that night and go to the city and just go to the highest building and just sit there and look at the stars or whatever and feel the breeze and listen to music?

    Linksys204 WingroveLinksys204 WingrovePred dňom
  • there is no escape

    pyroleader666pyroleader666Pred dňom
  • I'm really tired. Yes, I know study is important.. but I just don't like it :(

    JieyiJieyiPred dňom
  • 21:45

    Caitlin MaeCaitlin MaePred dňom
  • I just want to escape with the guy I like, he lives in Spain. (We are both gay guys btw) Go with him and confess him all I feel for him near a sunflower field near his house, tell him that I love him the day I met him. That I want to let him know that I want hi to be part of my life until we both die, that I want to share a lot of things with him, kissing eachother, giving to the other "mimos" (mimos its like pats, cuddling, hugs and a lot of cute things in one word), I want to grow up with him as he do with me. That my love is not gonna end even if we die. I cant stop thinking about him everyday, like im in a dream that I dont want to wake up never. If you are reading this, Tom (his aka). I want to let you know that... I love you so much that you cant even imagine. ♡ -by Sumy. ♡🌻

    ¡SumT3r!¡SumT3r!Pred dňom
  • Unfortunately imagining is something I cant do so- (Its called aphantasia if you dont know-)

    _d u c k i e_d u c k i ePred dňom
  • Here's my plan, feel free to use it or add to it as well! Ok, so it will take a bit but we need to save up, to pay for a car faster, and a big car we can live in so it will be a lot of money. Start saving cans of food, and bottles of water. They will be your bestie for a bit. Start leaving money aside from your car savings for food to, because your can supply will run out. And gas too, duh. If you plan on bringing a friend, you need to make sure they are fully aware of the reality that you plan on leaving with them, and see if they are ok with going. While your saving up, maybe learn a new language, or practice a new skill. Defense would be good, because sadly the world isn't as safe anymore. As sad as it is you may only be able to bring a few belonging, it sucks but it is so. Same with a friend if you take one. Remember not to stop at sketchy places, if you must stop be near a place you can get help. If you must bring a pet, please remember to take care of it too, do not bring to much, it will be expensive.

    ElissWheelElissWheelPred dňom
    • Blanket, DONT FORGET MEDICATIONS IF YOU HAVE A NEED FOR THEM, a pillow, you can make a makeshift mattress by sewing pillows together if you need one. (Added) Please please PLEASE DO NOT leave during the winter, or fall!!! It may be aesthetic, but if you plan on walking away, you may be frozen or mauled by a hungry bear. If your driving, it will be dark and slippery, and you may run into a deer.

      ElissWheelElissWheelPred dňom
    • Clothes. Pack at least 3 shirts, (bra's if you got tits, pads too), 3 pants, 3 shorts, obviously a lot of underwear, a coat and a sweater, gloves, a hat, and a scarf. Maybe take up sewing or crochet as well. (Added) Clean yourself up well right before you leave, so maybe shower, pretend to go to bed, (make sure you have put your stuff in the car already, disguise it as a bunch of gifts for a friend and just say your surprising them, bonus points if it is their birthday and they're leaving with you), and leave while its night. If it helps, make sure your window is open when you go to bed, so you can sneak out. If your window Is alarmed, search for a way that isn't. If they are all alarmed I guess you'll have to leave during the day, when your out and about doing chores. But always clean yourself up, and pay in cash. Credit cards can be traced, and so can your phone. Turn off location after you leave. If you have a loud car that will make to much noise, get your friends to help you push it out a bit further. Also, it helps if you are old enough to drive. If not, please dont hitchhike! See if you have a friend, or family member if you trust them, to come get you. Also, to delete a text message, tap and hold the message and some options should pop up. If not then try other ways. If you want, change the way you dress. Get piercings, dye your hair, cut it short, grow it out, try a new style, if you can get a tattoo, maybe try that or just get buff as fuduck if you want.

      ElissWheelElissWheelPred dňom
  • thanks baby :)

    Yurianna TsopaYurianna TsopaPred dňom
  • ew

    Linea GoksøyrLinea GoksøyrPred dňom
  • You don’t have to read this but I see a lot of people commenting their escape plans and I’ve been thinking about mine for a really long time. I’ve been homeless on two separate occasions. The first was because my father had come to the domestic abuse refuge my mum and I were in and we got kicked out, the second being when I called the police on my father for abuse after going to live with him again (my mum told me kill myself when I said I was depressed and suicidal and even said she helped me and then the next day called the police on me so he came to pick me up). I’ve never felt safe and I just want to feel safe and protected for a while. I go into little space a lot when I’m alone but I try to be super independent. I’m kinda sick of everyone saying they wish their kids were as independent and mature as me.. I didn’t choose this life. I have ptsd (from other situations In my life) and my family doesn’t believe me. I’ve been disowned and taken back by my parents so many times.. I feel like a toy that gets put into the shed and taken out again.. a couple years back I started looking into ways I can get accommodation for me and my cat and looking into grants and jobs and I started paying bills and learning more independent things like budgeting and domestic stuff. I know I could get a grant right now and leave but... I can’t leave my cat.. I’m currently back with my mum and she hates my cat and on top of that, my cat is my emotional support animal... I couldn’t live without her. I live in England and we don’t have laws that respect emotional support animal needs. I’m really sick of living like this but I’m really really trying.. every day I check for new accommodations and jobs but I’m just a 17-year-old, wet-behind-the-ears student who can’t really do much... I used to have a job as at a shisha bar and worked as a bartender/ waiter but it’s been really difficult to find another job since I left it.. I just feel so lost and numb.. I’m sorry I spoke so much.. I’ve never really been able to say any of this out loud.. thank you for reading this far.. I appreciate it.

    Charlize SalisburyCharlize SalisburyPred dňom
  • my hometown is toxic asf. how can i leaveee here. Im crying

    mischief managedmischief managedPred dňom
    • escape,leave, run

      Evy SEvy SPred dňom
  • Is this a sign that I should run away rn?🥺✊

    princess hidalgoprincess hidalgoPred dňom
    • depends... are u prepared?

      road work aheadroad work aheadPred dňom
  • I wanna go for a walk rn

    Jasmine ScholzJasmine ScholzPred dňom
  • my plan: Next year, when im going to be 16 im gonna move out (in Poland when youre upper than 15 you can move out legally). The day before im gonna pack all of my stuff into one big suitcase and be ready for the next morning. I have some money, because of my school so its gonna be easier for me a little. When all of them are gonna be asleep i will sneak out and make myself happier. Ive always been a burden for my family. I'm the youngest and I was supposed to be born sick, so my father didn't want me. I hope that when I'm alone, maybe I'll be happier than now .. keep your fingers crossed for me, and I hope that people who live in a toxic environment will also get away from the sadness in their lives. p.s. sorry for my bad grammar, I'm still learning english :/

    pustak_chimchimpustak_chimchimPred 2 dňami
  • Im working on getting my driver's permit now and then next year I'm getting my license and a job. Gonna work and save up me money so that when I'm 18 my family can't stop me and I can leave. Leave the family who is fighting every week. No one wondering how I feel and makes me feel as though I can't say what I feel. Im not a she, I'm not sure who I am yet but I can't explore who I am here. They act as though I'm still a dumb kid who doesn't know the dangers of the world but that not true. I want freedom, freedom to feel, be me, to leave the house. Which is why I am gonna save and get an apartment with my friends at 18 and is getting my permit now at 15. I had to look after myself for ad long as I remember and I'm gonna go live with people who actually care for me. We're not sure where we're gonna live, that what we're talking about now but we are gonna do it together. Im also getting my license for my trans friend who family doesn't support him. He will be able to escape even if it's just for a few hours. My friends all have their problems but we help and care for each other. We are hopefully always gonna be there for each other no matter what

    Todo-chanTodo-chanPred 2 dňami
  • When I turn 18 I’m driving to the Pacific Northwest. Or the east coast I haven’t decided yet. I’m gonna achieve my dream of becoming an artist. I’m working really hard to improve ,y art and build a following to help me make money. Oh God I want to move out. I just want to get out of this house. I can’t stand it anymore. All the yelling, judging, and condescending people. I just need to get out of here. Edit: After reading all these comments I have come up with a plan: Save every cent I make. All of it. I’m only gonna buy stuff that I can make more money with. I’m gonna focus on making money and making a future for myself. Then the day after I turn 18. I’m gonna grab all my paperwork from my family office and leave. Hopefully I will have a car so I can live in that for a while. I’ll be an adult so that will hopefully help with the law stuff. I’m going far away. I’m gonna find a way to make art and live cheaply. I will then save up all my money until I can buy a house/cottage in the woods. Maybe I can find a friend to live with too. Maybe a girlfriend I don’t know though I’m still trying to figure out my sexuality. But anyway I’m gonna live in the woods. I’m gonna build a studio and finally live in a house where people don’t yell at me all the time and I can be me. If you see this, remind me to update you guys in where I’m at. I really need the push to make money and work for this life I want. Thanks for reading!

    christabel joychristabel joyPred 2 dňami
  • Start any shit job and save money. It doesnt have to be your dream job, your young and can do that later, u have to save money. When u have enough money, move out, whatever u wanna go, It can be another city, neighbourhood, state, country... I know its scary but u got this!. Make sure u'll have a job whatever u go, u can try to share a house but always bem careful, byee

    Jamilly CostaJamilly CostaPred 2 dňami
  • Me: Uh this probably won’t be good... Starts with a Conan Gray song: OH HECK YEAH THIS PLAYLIST IS GOLDDDDDD

    Kitty 424Kitty 424Pred 2 dňami
  • my former friend was listening so this kinda hits harder.. so ig ill be here awhile

    Kyle TufekKyle TufekPred 2 dňami
  • I left my hometown at 21 and moved to LA. Now 3 years later have lived in multiple California cities and states. You'll find your new home eventually ❤️

    Faith StoreyFaith StoreyPred 2 dňami
  • thank you for thisss!

    Sarah DolorfoSarah DolorfoPred 2 dňami
  • i’m gonna go to college to learn about business and film, so that i can get away. It may not make sense now, but I just want to start a business that has a meaning a be able to document my journey throughout life, and prove to my parents that I can do it. I want them to know they did a good job, because I don’t know if they know that.

    Sarah ParrishSarah ParrishPred 2 dňami
  • I plan to pack the necessities, my van and a lighter. ill make money on the road giving tattoos, playing my guitar and coaching self improvement & yoga classes.

    Kate BaumannKate BaumannPred 2 dňami
  • This is what exactly i want to play on a drive.

    Winaline RamosWinaline RamosPred 2 dňami
  • the fact that not even when i become 18 am i going to be able to escape my hometown, because where i live crime is at a high rate and the only 'place i can go alone is a park at the other side of my neigborhood edit: i´ve been thinking what i want for christmas and i had this realization that what i want the most is a bike to sneak out of my house and wander all around my neighborhood and then i will buy a nintendo switch and will escape to the park and play animal crossing for a while, this makes me so happy

    majo davilamajo davilaPred 2 dňami
  • Lol why are we all gay in this comment section

    BellaBellaPred 2 dňami
  • io insieme ai miei gatti nella neve, felici e insieme come i vecchi tempi senza pensare a limiti di tempo e senza preoccupazioni. Sono felice con loro, ma purtroppo torno sempre alla realtà e vorrei solo piangere e urlare tutta la merda che ho dentro, vorrei sfogarmi insultando questo mondo di merda dove esistono persone tanto crudeli da riuscire a uccidere un essere innocente. Si sentono bene dopo averlo fatto? Io mi farei solo schifo. L'unica cosa che vorrei dire a quelle persone è che hanno rovinato due vite: quella di un gatto e quella di una ragazza che con tutte le sue forze prova a non piangere ogni istante della sua vita.

    I'm gayI'm gayPred 2 dňami
  • heard conan and said yes.

    KK LΔSKÅKK LΔSKÅPred 2 dňami
  • I want to stuff all of my valued belongings into my book bag for school. Then, when I get to school, and the day ends and I get on the bus, I'll get off at the stop before mine. I'll run. I don't know where, but I'll run. Really wish I had a better plan like staying at a friends' house.. Unfortunately I don't have any friends, only long distant ones. And I don't have any money saved up, and I'm a very young child.. I'll probably end up getting kidnapped.

    NDRWspookex.NDRWspookex.Pred 2 dňami
  • Just stay quiet in a park with people who i love

    Gsus GarciaGsus GarciaPred 2 dňami
  • anyone else 13 and running away tonight......... cause same y'all are like "when I'm 18" no no no don't wait that long this playlist coming to you is the universe saying "GO RIGHT NOW GET OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE" listen to your gut its the best thing to do and when ur 18 your allowed to move out so whats the point then theres no fun in that but if you're running away at least have a reason please don't just go cus u feel like it.. and stay safe stay strong I love you

    • @the funniest enby alive thank u

    • good luck hailey

      the funniest enby alivethe funniest enby alivePred 2 dňami
  • hey. i hope you're doing well, but if not, you're valid. you're loved. you deserve so much more than you're getting. you will make it. you are strong. you are brave. you are beautiful. you are needed. you are everything. please. please. stay. you might think that you won't hurt anyone. you're lying to yourself if you say that. you will hurt people. think about your future. please don't leave.

    Ann WeigleAnn WeiglePred 2 dňami
  • I don't know how I'm going to escape but I want to escape to japan, I want to live in a small neighborhood in an apartment with a few cats...I don't want to live where I'm living now but I know I want to die in Japan with my cats.

    Asoo xAsoo xPred 2 dňami
  • listen to it on 0.75 playback speed, you wont regret

    Majka StrazerMajka StrazerPred 2 dňami
  • I don’t wanna live here anymore

    Naura RNaura RPred 2 dňami
  • i need help. i just cant find it.

    Jasper ForteJasper FortePred 2 dňami
  • One day perhaps, a chance is a chance.

    Naura RNaura RPred 2 dňami
  • i am planning on running away, i might be able to stay with my friends that I met at a psych ward but that's all I have to go to. I might be put in foster care.

    camorycamoryPred 2 dňami
    • I'm running away too ima do it tonight actually I have my bag packed a place to stay and everything I need to get out of this house out of this town go somewhere where no one knows me such as a different state I'm planning on going to Kentucky only one person there knows me so ill stay with him.. ill change my name my appearance everything about myself I'm gonna change so no one finds me.. fresh start fresh people who might not be fake new start so then I can fix my mistakes.. I feel like this will be a good choice

  • Reality is trash

    Juste_ErinJuste_ErinPred 2 dňami
  • fuuuuuck.

    sojamilchfabriksojamilchfabrikPred 2 dňami
  • Pov: You're in a train, escaping from your little country town. Everything you know is in this town, but that's why you have to leave. As you sit on this train, you watch your home turn into a new horizon, a new place, a better place. This is home now. This was always meant to be home. Not the old town with the sad buildings and sad people. That wasn't where you belonged. Before you know it, you're in an apartment, watering your plants and smiling at the sun, and it feels as if the sun is smiling back. This is home.

    EggandRegretEggandRegretPred 2 dňami
    • hey so I'm leaving soon is it better to runaway during the day or night... cause during the day if cops see you you could just say oh yea I have this bag cus I'm going to my friends house but at night you wouldn't have as much of an explanation

  • One.day I'll be walking out of this door for the last time, and I'll be smiling

    Anna SchalikaschwiliAnna SchalikaschwiliPred 2 dňami
  • I finally figured out why I feel off when I interact with my parents. It's not anything cause they treat me like shit. No, it's just that they don't treat me anymore than a pet dog. If I do something wrong they punish me, and when I do something good they give treats. There was just never a human connection in the beggining

    ScruffyGamer GTScruffyGamer GTPred 2 dňami
  • you should add sleep on the floor by the lumineers on this playlist:))

    Shreya KansalShreya KansalPred 2 dňami
  • i just wanna start over. i did something stupid and now i have no friends, which is fine. what i did was stupid and i don't deserve friends anymore. it just hurts. i wish i never met them

    fleur 420fleur 420Pred 3 dňami
  • damn we really out here in our feelies

    Ace ParadaAce ParadaPred 3 dňami
  • When I get off parole I'm leaving the country with nothing but money and a backpack.

    Bunnie SanchezBunnie SanchezPred 3 dňami
    • ah idk what parole is lmfao but I'm leaving my state soon

  • I hear about the worst case scenario that could happen. I hear that i have 2 hours to pack before i go to hospital, but i have none of this. I do pack, to my backpack, make a plan where to visit, take my knife, my old coin case, my guitar, my favourite clothes.. And i leave a letter. Letter, talking about how i can't live my life in agony, and i prefer to die.. just being happy and myself. And that they won't understand. And then I sneak out. And i look at my plan. Visiting all friends that hold a special place in my heart, and spending a day with them. From the closest to the farthest. So there I am, in a bus alone, doublechecking my map doubting if I'm going in the right direction. Knowing that there's a long journey ahead of me, but that's how I'll die without regrets. On my own terms.

    CrossCrossPred 3 dňami